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Name: Amy-Rose Country: Canada State: Ontario Metro: Thunder Bay Gender: Female
Interests: Music! Mary Jane:) hangin with friends. I just like to chill, I'm very laid back. Expertise: Poetry and Music
Message: message me MSN: Just ask.
Member Since:
4/27/2006
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| My life...wow. Okay so Cory moved here, we are dating, I love him. He's amazing, he has taken really good care of me. Aaaand yeah.... So what else? I was working at Canadian Tire, but they fired me for taking money I didn't take. And because they think I looked 'suspicious' they are investigating me, and holding my paycheque...so I have overdue rent, all my bills are overdue, I have no heat in my house, no food, no nothing, our stove just broke so we can't cook our non-existent food...it's hard. Life has never been harder. But I'm a tough girl, I am going to make it through. As of now...nothing is good except Cory in my life, he has kept me hanging on through all this. | | |
| Okay, so here's my most recent update. I just turned 19 Friday, so I am feeling pretty great. Lol. My birthday was so much fun. I was drunk ass! Went to Lizards, The Discovery Bar, Shinanigans, and the Capital. At Lizards the band played Fishin' In The Dark for me, thanks to my sister, because I love that song. And then Eric got them to play me a song, and we danced. All old school, that was pretty sweet. To two sonIgs actually. And they were like "i love you Amy" haha it was awesome. And then at Shinanigans I had a muff diver, and apparently I was pro at it. It was pretty funny. Everyone in the bar was like looking at me and rooting me on. I called all of them assholes. It was awesome. Then we went to the Discovery bar, and the lead singer of the band was SO SEXY! And me and Shantay were dancing, and he said, into the mic, that I have "rocking tits" I was like...thanks man, I appreciate your honesty. Hahaha. It was sweet! On the way down the street, Ashley told this one guy it was my birthday, and so he PICKED ME UP, and wrapped my legs around him, and started like dry humping me. He put me against a wall...and just gave er. I couldn't even believe it, it was HILARIOUS! It was definetly something to remember!!! And then we went to the Capital, and oh god it was awesome. Roxx' band was playing, Crippled Hunters Settlement. They are good! And as soon as I walked in he called me a dirty pirate hooker, haha it was so funny!! And then he kept going "happy 18th" I was like "19 asshole!" we did it so many times. Lol. And Ashley sang me happy birthday! It was WICKED! I attached a picture, it was awesome. Roxx and Adam played happy birthday all punk, it was SO wicked! I had so much fun.
But right now, the big drama in my life...is I want to ask out this one guy...but I can't do it. I just can't. I guess I'll just wait. Because he asked me out, and then h ad to cancel because of work, and then he said he was just too depressed and he didn't want me to know that...Jack...lets call him Jack. So I'm a little confused, I don't know if he just lost interest or what. But I guess I'll just wait and see. But I can't get him out of my head, and it's making me fucking crazy. CRAZY! But I guess...like I just said...I'll wait and see. I know I won't be able to call him, I know I can't. But I can just chill, focus on my life, and my other problems that don't involve men. Oh yeah, Kris is a fag. He's so useless, a waste of time. As a boyfriend. As a friend he'd be fun, but a boyfriend...not so much. Lol. But yeah, I'm gonna go I have to get ready for work. Pretty good stuff! Lol. I LOVE my job, I'm worried I'm gonna get fired though because I couldn't come in yesterday because Seren went out the night before and didn't come home because she fell asleep, and so I woke up the next morning, all by myself, with Mikhail crying...that was scary as fuck! I can tell ya that much right now. But yeah, alrighty, I'm gonna go now. Peace out. | | |
| Okay so, Kris isn't really worth my time anymore. I mean I still like him, but I can do better than someone who can't prove to me they give a shit.
JHAUS IS MOVING. I am SO excited. It's going to be phenominal. We are gonna have his nice black and color place, trailor, apartment, whatever. AND we are gonna have a stoner room. Fulla wicked stuff, it's gonna be tripped. Awesome, totally awesome. I can't wait. I CAN'T WAIT. She had a really huge impact on my life, so it's going to be amazing. My friends will love her, I'm sure. I am, she's awesome.
I have a new job! I work in an art gallery, it's amazing!! I really don't mind it. My feet and back hurts, but it will be okay. I am learning alot, and maturing. And I feel better about myself.
But yeah, there's your update.
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| Confused, hurt, happy, content, mad, frustrated, lonely, and excited. | | |
| Okay what the shit? Apparently I was being a bitch last night, and pissed Kris RIGHT off..and so I emailed him and I was like "look...if I was being bitchy, without realizing it, it's because my fuckin depression slips sometimes, mostly during my period, and i act like a fool" haha act a fool. Lol. But I really like Kris, he's amazing, I can't fuck this up. He didn't like snap at me, and he wasn't rude to me, he has just had enough of me being a big jerk...but I emailed him saying how sorry I was...and I really was sorry. James made me feel better. He really did. But yeah...Kris is awesome. He's so funny. And he gets along with my sisters really well. Gah...I can't talk about it right now. | | |
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